Under the Woodstock Lyre Tree |
It has been over a week since I said goodbye to my students, packed up my apartment and had to “come down off the mountain.” For several night I could not sleep, just kept waking up and looking out the window, through the pine trees, out onto the plains of India with the lights of Dehra Dun below sparkling like gems in the peaceful dark. Breathing in the fresh mountain air from my wall of open windows I asked myself “Do I really have to go back down there?” For Woodstock School and the town of Mussoorie, appropriately called the “Queen of the Hill stations” really are their own world.
No, it’s not
paradise, just close to it! Of course
when others were enjoying the spring time in India, we were still in our winter
parkas dealing with the occasional snowfall.
Even after the weather did change to warm, our school building remained
chilly for a couple weeks, except in the library with its wall of sunlit
windows. The students all started
wearing their summer clothes and some even swam in the outdoor pool when the
temperature of the water was hardly bearable.
Lunches became picnics on the quad and noon hour “talent shows” were a
regular feature. The end of the semester
jammed up with student recitals, sports events, Junior-Senior Ball (theme: Midnight in Paris), and exams
of every type--it sometimes felt like an impossible whirlwind.
But what kept
everyone going was the sense that this was not going to go on forever. It was all going to be over soon. Too
soon! The seniors were gone by the
middle of May—they graduate a full 2 weeks ahead of the end of the
semester. Then the Juniors got to move
up and enjoy some of their “special senior privileges.” During those final weeks that involved AP
exams, students seemed caught between
“already mentally checked out” and frantic scramble to get those papers
in, There was quite a lot of hysteria in
the halls…as if they didn’t know whether to laugh or cry to leave their
friends, even for the summer.
And what about the
teachers? Students here know about the
high turnover--that every year they are going to lose some of their favorite as
well as worst mentors. Which category
would I, a six month history “substitute” fall into? I myself wondered.
I knew I had
challenged them. Sometimes nagged them, snapped at
them, humored them, entertained them and on occasion, surprised
them. Often I would apologize
for what I was going to have to discuss with them, what I was going to show
them in the form of some documentary or film reel. The genocides, war, stupidity of the 20th
century… its all out there on Youtube and for me it was my first experience
using the electronic classroom: "Watch the young soldiers faces when Hitler
talks." "Look at the nervousness of the
men around Stalin." How could it have
happened? How can one man hold an entire country hostage? Answer: fear.
I would apologize
on behalf of all the previous generations for the mess we have allowed to be
made of the world. In “Global Issues” I
spent the first one third of the course forcing the large and somewhat unruly
class to face it— this course might not be such a picnic. We ARE going to have to look at some
unpleasant truths about who and where we are at this time in history. It is not good news folks! They finally got it, and so began some very
interesting discussions.
Similarly in 10th grade World
History, from the trenches of World War I to the so-called “War on Terror” that
guarantees the increasing militarization of the planet from now to Kingdom Come,
I am SO SORRY to interrupt your facebook time to bring you this awareness of
what has come before! I told them that it’s all about WAKING UP.
“No, you cannot put your head down on the desk, the bare minimum
requirement for my class is CONSCIOUSNESS!”
So after all that
would they think of me? Would it be “Shoot the messenger” or “We
got it Dr. Gupta!”? Reading their exam essays I got my answer. My heart leapt
for joy when I read most of them-- tracing the political, economic, and
social dimensions of 20th century conflicts and today’s contemporary
reality. THEIR reality. They did a GREAT job of outlining the entire course using appropriate terms and analysis. Two of my
favorite opening sentences in the essays were these:
“After WWI, the entire world was in depression due to the
horrific events that made the world hallucinate.”
“Humans have been fighting wars since they discovered what
war is.”
You gotta love
it!
Like
icing on the cake, there was a send off with cards and little gifts from my
advisee group, many of whom were my students as well, and a few even asked me
to sign their yearbooks. My great
co-advisor JC Sharma presented me with a Woodstock Tree of Life locket on
behalf of the group.
cafeteria turned banquet hall |
THEN there was the superb Farewell Banquet put on by Judy Crider and the entertainment committee, complete with decorations, live music and a comedy trio. In honor of my service, I was awarded the “Summer of Love 1968 Real Woodstock” Award referring to my playing Joni Mitchell's song of the same name during a morning assembly. I was especially touched at the dinner by the generous comments offered by my Department Chair, the graceful Shonila Chander:
But it was a note the next day from one of my “kids” that really brought tears to my eyes. Scribbled on a small piece of notebook paper it read:
Doctor Gupta!! “Believe it or not, I never used to read
newspaper about politics and economies.
Now I’m starting to be more interested in reading them. It’s all because of your passionate
teaching. Although I didn’t get an A in
history, I learned a lot that I could not have learnt/known if I didn’t know
you.
I too learned a lot that I could not have known if I didn’t
know all of you, at Woodstock. Farewell Woodstock for now, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
POST SCRIPT-- HIGHLIGHTS OF MY SOJOURN IN MUSSOORIE:
POST SCRIPT-- HIGHLIGHTS OF MY SOJOURN IN MUSSOORIE:
Queen of the Hills, Mussoorie |
the locals |
My friend Chitranjanji, Principal, Landour Language School |
the health food store |
the Kashmiri Brothers... my favorite shopkeeper friends |
Kalsang Tibetan Restaurant |
visiting friends |
hot cardamom milk in clay cups on the mall
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monkey friend |
dancing in Parker Hall
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Goodbye Mussoorie, Goodbye Woodstock |
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Time to leave...
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You are Forever in My Heart... |
Oh! This is a wonderful entry Roxanne. Through your blogs, I feel I've experienced a part of your life there. Thank you for sharing with us. I'll await your arrival back home to hear and see more about your time there. You look beautiful....
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